This is what your boss does to you
Depression is cyclic.It just kills whatever enthusiasm you have and saps you of all energy.The way you feel n the morning is the harbinger..a sign of the kind of day that lies ahead.If you are not a morning person ..there are days when the zest for life reaches subliminal levels....then you should understand you are depressed.The mood can be uplifted during the course of the day but when the short interlude is over..the very next incident takes you back at the bottom of the pit called depression....pit..depression ...wow..i never paid attention to it !!
Just imagine the feeling when you are stuck at the bottom of a pit and there are no footholds..no people to help you out of it and then it starts raining...If you are depressed you'll feel you are gonna drown and die ..but some times depression vanishes and optimism kindles..you think maybe the water will bring me to the surface...
Writing therapy helps..am already feeling better..
Organisational politics..ego hassles..delays are a part of working life..the acceptance of a less than perfect world is difficult..but one learns with time..atleast some do...there is no hope for me though..one learns only when one comes to know what went wrong..or some one you trust guides you how to go about things....you need a parent to hold your finger in every new sphere of life..those who find it are lucky..those who struggle and learn become one in the future..and the rest try to figure it out all their lives...leading a wasteful and confused existence...
Just imagine the feeling when you are stuck at the bottom of a pit and there are no footholds..no people to help you out of it and then it starts raining...If you are depressed you'll feel you are gonna drown and die ..but some times depression vanishes and optimism kindles..you think maybe the water will bring me to the surface...
Writing therapy helps..am already feeling better..
Organisational politics..ego hassles..delays are a part of working life..the acceptance of a less than perfect world is difficult..but one learns with time..atleast some do...there is no hope for me though..one learns only when one comes to know what went wrong..or some one you trust guides you how to go about things....you need a parent to hold your finger in every new sphere of life..those who find it are lucky..those who struggle and learn become one in the future..and the rest try to figure it out all their lives...leading a wasteful and confused existence...
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Well...First I am sorry that I never checked out this blogspace. Second, isn't living itself a struggle, then how can it be wasteful and confused? Perhaps it can be, I don't know. You say writing helps, I agree. Sometimes it's better to write and forget, till next time. The only thing which is not wasted is thoughts and your thoughts strike a chord.
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There comes a time in one's life when external influences end and internal faculties start to take shape. It does not stop at that. The faculties dictate the direction you take in life and the need for teachers, role models and gurus ends there, because it is a greater guiding force that takes shape and takes things in its hands. I would ask you to heed the presence of this force.
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