Plausible is impossible

.You want to be here and you want to be there Life just seems to be a snare.You want to be there for someone and yet you don't.You know everything and you don't want to know anything.. yet you can't survive without knowing.You want something to happen but know nothing can.Whats the use ... the whole irony thing gets to you.

Wanting to do something and yet not wanting to do certain things.Feeling the pressure of things around you and knowing it very well, accepting it's influence to non justify your behaviour driven by what's happening to other people around you.It's a wonder not to be a part of the main trend.. do everything that people your age do.. There is no handicap and yet there is .It's just not tangible but also the mindset.. is it?? No wonder it doesn't make sense even to me.

The process is repetitive You satnd out ... you dissappear.. you think you've changed but everything remains the same .There is consistency and there are new things which you try to grapple with, sounding sure but being unsure.No one understands and you feel you are over expressing your emotions.. thinking it is kind of insecurity or ADD blaming it on you or othera. does it really matter.

The fact is even plausible is impossible some days and the impossible is possible only in parables and dreams......Music is the culprit for this post...