new place new people, badhiya hai

The sense of displacement is hitting me hard
the limbo of a month away from the last place i was in is wearing off
mundane ness has not set in , cos my life has been interesting on an every day basis
But a new place, new people, new culture,new language, new taste of food..is a lil overwhelming
One begins to admire others strength of character who have been able to cope with these changes and also begin to doubt one's own abiloty to do the same
The confidence wears off really fast and old memories begin to haunt you
Future menories as in a vision of how the future u had envisaged may not happen disturbs ur thots
but despite all this am still in a limbo
unable to handle the emotional turmoil of n number of ppl,playing agony aunt, dealing with mutitude of family members..u suddenly feel grown up..but yet not there
it's not abt the years u've put on..but the multiple tasks u can handle.different kinds of ppl u can handle(family, freinds :school, college, wrk, family friends.; colleagues,distant family,landlords), and different emotions(now am not getting into this un!!)

PS : these are not rantings of a teenager struggling to grow up :P