Fuddle Muddle

Its been a long while they say..even i thought so...
feelings are confusing things ..they just donit fall into any predicted pattern
People say they are absolute..u know watt ur thinking about..how u feel about it
but it is the very people who act meddlesome and confuse not only your feelings but your life...

Waiting for the cathartic moment will not change my feelings whatever they are..
maybe i'll make myself believe in something for some time..but what about when th effect wears off....
The fault is in me..i guess i can handle it ..hopefully.